Chinese Night

Just came back from the Chinese Night host by Vickery House. Nothing much that's interesting, I left half-way. Well, it's free, so okay I guess.. XD

Started with 3 bottle of soft drinks and a big tank of syrup, soft drinks aren't meant for me, the syrup is red and way too sweet, why can't they just serve mineral water instead, I'm so thirsty.. :P

Next is prawn crackers, is it prawn? I dunno.. hehe.. as expected since they always have crackers serve in every occasion. XD Then there's small pau, the cheap frozen one that you can find in most chinese stores(I'm so bad.. :P), the one that we usually steam but they cook it in the oven instead. No steamer I guess? or they're just saving time? Anyway, they're gone pretty fast, the red-bean filling pau taste quite okay, so yeah..

We gotta queue for the main dishes, so I choose the quick way and went for the vegetarian one instead. Simple, just rice and vege in soy sauce (I think it's bak-choy, but I'm not sure), suit my taste since you don't need to be a good cook to cook them right, they taste that way and will never change. Haha!! Ling Ling and Wai Hang queue for the normal meal. Thank goodness I didn't go for the normal dishes, there's capsicum in both fried mee and fried bee hoon!! I hate those!! XD

Movie is next on the schedule, Shanghai Noon, starring Jackie Chan. I think I watch it before as my parents practically follow most Jackie Chan movie, but I can't remember the plot. So I stay and watch for a while while Ling Ling and Wai Hang went back home to study, honestly I'm just to lazy to study.. XD

They later serve ice-cream during the movie, Coles brand strawberry flavour if I'm not mistaken, I didn't try as the queue's starting again and I have Bulla cookies and cream in my fridge! ^^ I went back around that time, just can't stand hanging in there without any water, maybe I'm a fish in my previous life, haha.. *lol*

So, that's the end of my Chinese Night. Conclusion? My mum home-cooking Chinese food is always the best!! *scream* :D

Arigatō...

Can I possibly dedicated the song "Arigatō..." by Kokia for my hamsters in heaven?

Frustrated

Really frustrated today, was studying last night for a test and I only gotta sleep for 3 hours. Then guess what? The lecturer says he's postponing the mid-term test till next week, grrrr.... I'm so sleepy now I can barely open my eyes, gonna sleep early today to replace my lack of sleep. =o= Zzzz.. I don't want baggy eyes!!!

And I'm out of good anime to re-energize myself too, too bad... Really gotta find one soon or my soul will leave me before long, I'm so addicted.. XD Onegai, tasukete!

Subconscious

Subconscious, why can't I understand my subconsciousness when it's also a part of me? It seems like me, and yet it felt like it's not, confusing...

Gunslinger Girl Il Teatrino

Just finished watching Gunslinger Girl Il Teatrino, didn't know there's an OVA till I saw the trailer at the end of episode 13, but I downloaded it even though it eats up so much of my data.. XD

Watching this anime made me have quite a lot of new thoughts. Like how does it felt like to love someone knowing that you're 'program' to love them? The girls in this anime put in their everything just for a praise from such person. Pure, maybe?

I felt that Gunslinger Girl is somehow realistic, apart from the cyborg since our technology aren't that advanced yet, I think.. XD In a world where there's no exact right or wrong, whether if it's just greed, revenge or just to repay a kind deed, everyone has their own motivation and reason for what they do. Even the pro-assassin in the anime volunteer to learn to be an assassin just to be helpful to the mafia who save his life. I find this quite amusing. :P

My favorite character would be Triela, she cool and smart too! ^^ Did I mentioned that I like the opening a lot as well? :D

Now, moving on to the next anime.. ^^ What should I watch next? XD

U & I

If you're not around, I can't do anything
I want to eat your cooking
When you come home
I'll hug you with a super smile

If you're not around, I can't apologize to you
I want to hear your voice
When I can see your smile, that alone is good enough for me

Just by having you at my side, I always had courage
I want to be together with you forever
I want to tell you how I feel

On sunny days, too, on rainy days, too
You were by my side
When I close my eyes, your smile is shining

If you're not around, I don't get anything
Where did you say the sugar and soy sauce were?
I was planning to surprise you
When you come home

I get spoiled by you without meaning it
Because you're way too kind
I'm only taking from you, I can't give anything back

I thought that your being at my side is a given
I thought that days like these
Would continue on forever and ever

I'm sorry, I've realized it now
That it's not a given

First off, I've got to tell you
"Thank you"

Will it reach your heart? I'm not confident about it now
But don't laugh, please listen
Because I put my thoughts into my song

Placing all of the "thank you's" I have on my song
I want to send them to you
I'll never, ever forget about how I feel

Oh my thoughts, reach there

~ Lyric of "U & I" from K-On!!, by Aki Toyosaki

That's exactly how I feel after I start living alone here, oh gosh, I'm homesick, I miss you so much I just can't help it... T-T
Longing to go back home~~

Can you ever not cry when you're sad?

"Can you ever not cry when you're sad? My heart is so full, but nothing comes out. But when I'm asleep, I shed tears without my knowledge."

Was watching Gunslinger Girl Il ~ Teatrino ~ ep 8 just now, the whole episode is about Claes. What does it felt to think and act because of a person but at the same time not knowing this person existance? Everything she does and thought is about him, but she doesn't have any memory of him, the only thing left, is that nostalgic feelings.

Paradise Lost

This is the paradise of betrayal.
At the end of my wandering heart,
I search for a light and words of prayer I can send to you.
My imprisoned wings
fly towards the distant sky.
I want to believe that we are not alone.

~ From the opening song of Ga-Rei Zero, 'Paradise Lost' (English translation) by Minori Chihara

I love this song and the anime Ga-Rei Zero of course, it's kinda sad though.. XD

Hello!

Suddenly felt like creating a blog when I was suppose to do my assignment, so I guess this is how it start. XD

Is it possible for us to ban assignment?

And that counter, it's counting how many times I went to this page, including preview, oh gosh, it's all me!! haha!!